Complexity

 yes, I miss you
I miss when you made me believe you thought I was beautiful
and god, I know you did
I know you felt something
I know you did
I felt it
safe
but maybe meant to be broken
love
I loved you
love
it still hurts to remember you
and look in your eyes
trying to forget what was
trying to forget how imperfect you are
but how you did and still do the most perfect things
I could still smell you on the bed you slept in last night
you make me feel again
your leftover presence
still gets me going
I know you care
I know you do
the way you talk about me when you dont know I know how sweet you sound
how thoughtful and caring you can be
I know you care
when you cover me with a blanket in the middle of the night
maybe love
I see it
in the way you look into my eyes
into me
digging deep and kissing my heart
if I'm wrong
I'll admit I'm delusional
but if I'm right
.....