Ex

 “She holds grudges”

“She doesn’t let things go” 

Yea, maybe he’s right.

Watching all the trust I had get ripped away in a second really did a number on me.

He’s right.

Watching someone mishandle everything I had the energy to give is definitely difficult to forget.

I mean, it took me about four years to try to let him go.

And I didn’t even think I could do it.

But I did it, right?

I’m stronger than he thought, right?

I deserve better than he gave me, right? 

I hope he knows that I will never let that go,

But I can let him go.

I hope one day he realizes how much he destroyed me,

How much therapy I’ve had to do,

How it still affects me.

I deserve better, right?